How am I feeling?

This blog seems to be turning into a kind of therapy so I thought I'd take the opportunity to try and note down how I'm feeling right now. Rather than blurt on and on, here is a list of words that come to mind:

Fed up
Not knowing
Worried
Sad
Miserable
Heart pounding
Up and down
Really fed up
Headache
Anxious
Clock watching
Excited
Nervous
Hyper
Numb
Tired
Obsessive
Disengaged
Putting a front on
Happy (it's not all miserable!)
Shakey

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Becks